I was on half day emergency leave today coz we took the lil girl for her first immunization jab. It it hurt her (which I bet it did as she scrunched up her face realll good, turned beetroot red and wailed one of her loudest till the whole clinic looked) it hurt ME 50 times more. Seriously, the drama queen in me had tears in my eyes when I saw the needle pricked into that chubby thigh. I stayed in bed cuddling her for 2 good hours to pacify her later. Alhamdulillah, I checked back home 5 mins ago and mumsy said no sign of fever. But the panadol and the infant fever pack is still on standby beside her. She is moody and cranky today. Poor baby.

I am leaving in 2 day’s time. I cannot imagine how it would be to leave my lil girl, but on a different side perhaps the distance would do us some good (not applicable to Ayra) to sort out some crisis on the home ground. We need time apart to figure out some issues.

It’s amazing how 1 minute can change your entire life and outlook on life. 1 minute can alter the future.

The brain is there for a reason. Use it, dammit. A split second without thought can cost you everything. Some things can never be undone. *This is of course, a note to self*

I am obviously not in a very good mood today and perhaps for the whole next week.

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