Thank you dearly to all readers who has been so kind to drop off kind warming words….

Yes I believe all the problems took its toll on me.. I got sick and had to take mc for a day… (Why do women need to think too much? For myself I just had to think from every single aspect of the problem, left right bottom up; all the what-ifs, all the could-have-been isk isk isk) For now, I am just trying hard to take each day as it comes… think positively and just make the best of what we could.. and from the support and kind words I received, I am now quite sure I COULD make it as I wouldn’t be left utterly alone right? I can always turn to bloggers for help and support :)

(A bit of puji-ing here) I really really need to thank my  ever-dearest ever-so-helpful and understanding husband who has been a GREAT GREAT help for me.. I know it’s the modern age and all, husbands really do help us take half of the burden but still I am very lucky as not all men are willing and brave enough to take on the task of solely taking care of a little baby by themselves. Even though I was home during the mc, he took care of the little girl by himself and let me rest, even asking me to go sleep in a separate room and all. How very thoughtful.. I just helped feed Ayra and he really took care of the rest.. it really warms me up to see the 2 of them together, seeing how he didn’t even lose his cool no matter how hard it is for the little girl to go to sleep and all. He even helped me put her to sleep for the whole week, and I tell ya it’s not that easy to get the lil one to sleep at night, the process could take up to an hour or more! And I got to go to sleep earlier than normal :)

Somehow I became really afraid of being alone with Ayra… this thought is really funny… I got afraid I wouldn’t be able to handle her alone, hell I even freaked out at the thought of taking care of her next week! And I seriously don’t understand why I’m having those kind of thoughts.. she is really not that hard to handle.. hubbs could do it for a week and he didn’t even complain a single bit.. she is an angel and is just behaving tooo cute…. what is wrong with me???? Gahhhhh!!!

Anyways, let’s make this post a happier one… Ayra’s latest milestones…

- She smiles soooo much nowadays.. she could cry a minute and then smile at u with the eyes full of tears..

- She laughs a lot easier!!! U can smooch and kiss and ‘gomol’ her to your heart’s content and she will just start giggling!

- She learnt that she can make high and low pitch sounds.. so she’ll be screaming “aaaahhhhh” in a low tone and bring it up to “eeeeeeeaaawwwwwwwiyyaaaa” in a very high tone hahahaha. This is just way too cute.

- Hubbs said she LOVES toys now.. when hubbs bring a toy near her she will start flipping her arms and legs around to try and reach it.. and once she held it, and hubbs bring in another toy, she will let the toy in her arms go and start flipping to grab the new toy!

- She started to pound her left hand up and down and bring it down realll hard on her tummy/diapers whenever she’s excited. This is very funny as she will only do it using her LEFT hand. Does this mean she’s left-handed? MIL will be really happy if she is! Someone to follow her legacy hehehe.

- She learnt to slowly spread her arms out for u to take her when someone else is holding her… I tried this a few times and though it is still a mixture of arm flaps and kicks, she’s slowly getting her arms out to reach for me!

- It’s getting harder to put her down for naps/sleep! This girl just wanna playyyy hahahaha.

This is another great thing about blogging.. it just warms my heart and make me LOVE LOVE my own lil family more… this helps in taking the edgy-ness away…. *Sigh*

Pic taken during a birthday party some months back. I looovvveeee this pic, it’s my phone’s current wallpaper! Looking over shoulders….

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